Life

Life - such a big word. How could you even begin to talk about the word 'Life' as simply as just a word, a noun, especially in one little blog post, especially when you aren't the greatest writer to begin with. But, if you'd ask me the first thing that comes to mind when thinking of 'life' I would say - beautiful. It is of course much more than just that but it is a beautiful thing is it not? Full of adventures, obstacles, mysteries, people, animals, nature, challenges...

Now 'challenges', there's a word. We often think of the word 'challenge' as a negative thing, but I am trying the flip side these days and seeing the word as a positive. I am trying this method simply because I am currently facing one of those 'challenges' that life brings you that I don't think you can ever prepare yourself for. This challenge I am facing will be both trying on the emotional side, the physical side and the spiritual side. So why would I feel the need to now try and approach 'challenges' as a positive? Because I have to. I have to believe that I can face this challenge with a positive mind and heart. I have to believe that I will find enough energy to face this challenge. I have to believe that I will have the heart to face it, as well as all of the positive forces I can find within myself.

My beautiful life has recently given me a challenge that I know in my heart that I will get through by keeping a positive mind. My challenge is CANCER.

(I know some of you are just finding out about this now, and some of you have been privy to the past few months of my testing and doctors appointments and waiting, to finally getting to my diagnosis. I will be trying to write regularly for those who are interested in knowing what is up but don't want to call. This is all very weird but I will try and write when I can. Also just to add, I am OK, and will be OK. I will give more details shortly but this is caught early which is the saving grace in these challenges. I trust that I should be back to normal by end of year. This is not a secret, I am not ashamed, and I am not afraid to talk about it. Talk soon).